I've been giving this a lot of thought. Especially since Chasco came to visit and when he visits Lindsey's name always seems to come into play. Also, since I'm spamming out pitch letters for Gabe's run...
So here it is....
For years I have pondered my resentment toward Lindsey and her entire family. I always thought it was Lindsey and my own feelings of inadequacy. But I feel more and more that it has everything to do with my brother and the family.
After my brother "treaded upon dangerous waters," that family looked down on us and reigned superiority. (You see...we were family friends before all this). I resented it then, and I still do now. Theird perfect family, with the "good" son that triumphed over temptation and the daughter that was ohhhh so cool.
However, reflecting upon it now, not only have my brother and I come out WAY ahead of the Bench family... but we survived and remained a strong supportive family unit through it all.
Screw you and your snub nose Esther! We are just fine as we are, and I no longer feel compelled to feel guilty about it! WOOT!
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lol. so thats what the whole i secretly hate my "best friend" thing was?
interesting.
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